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Leela - Playing with Enlightenment - June 2000

Diary date, May 24th: The sun is shining! I lay my mat out on the deck
and saluted the light - the warmth, practicing until my skin had a
red/brown glow. I took my paperwork and phone calls outdoors, sipped
ice tea and pretended to be on vacation. Played in the garden, until
it was time for class. Had to quick, wash the dirt from between my
toes and under my nails. The scent of summer is incubating in the
flowers and grass, waiting to be born.
Summertime inspires us to play. To be released from the drudgery of
Winter's darkness, and the frantic push for renewal that often
accompanies Spring. In summer, we remember how to 'hang out' with
friends, to sit by the river and be lazy; to undo the knots of our
busy lives and remember what it is to day-dream.
In yoga, we call this playfulness, "leela". It's the lighthearted
quality that keeps us from taking our practice and ourselves too
seriously. When I joke in a beginner's class, students will comment
on how surprised they are that laughing is 'allowed', in yoga. One of
my favorite yoga teachers used to tease us, "...to not look so darn
holy", in our postures. He also liked to remind us to soften the
tension in our belly by leaving a little breathing space in our
"chocolate pouches".
It has been the teachers who have taught with humor, who have taught
me the most about forgiveness and love. Through their wise and
well-timed chidings, I have been able to look at my short-comings and
those of others, without getting into the vicious cycle of
incrimination. It has been an incredible gift to come to my yoga mat
with a bemused, compassionate heart, seeking clarity not retribution.
The few "enlightened" masters I've met and all that I have read
about, share one shining quality: a childlike delight that radiates
unconditional joy. Through the twinkle in their eyes, it becomes
possible to glimpse the iridescence of our own human spirit. Their
inspiration renews our commitment to scrub away at the build-up of
illusion and confusion that dulls our finish, so that we too can
reflect love untarnished.
The pursuit of personal or spiritual transformation is certainly not
an easy path to walk. How to change is often elusive, even when we
recognize change is necessary. It's serious work, but it needn't be
burdensome. With "leela", we engage the spirit of the summer child in
us that allows for learning and growth as an adventure, not a battle
to be won. Infusing our life with people and activities that spark
light in our hearts is imperative to the process. Without it, practice
becomes dreary and tiresome as the winter rain.
Granted it's the Northwest. We may not feel continuous rays of
sunshine until mid-July. However, we can still reverberate with an
attitude of play. We can seek joy and spread joy, picnic in the rain,
laugh at our idiosyncrasies and bring light into our work so our work
can grow like a summer garden.
Namaste,

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